white noise;

i wasnt trying to scream into your face,
the words i said were never meant to hurt you,
i didnt mean a thing i said,
mumbling for the sake of white noise.

the things about me you said you hated,
the things that would help you to not miss me,
they play over and over again in my head,
without meaning, for the sake of white noise.

i didnt mean to break your heart,
i ripped it out before your eyes,
and i remember the sound of blood hitting the floor,
and as the beat started to slow,
i really dont worry too much,
in my mind for the sake of white noise.