the sound of your voice;

please, hold back. dont say her name. cause you know it hurts when you do. when she knows she cant have you. and yet you still say her name? what does she owe you for all of this pain? a slap on the hand, a kiss in the rain? something is wrong when you cant fall asleep cause all your thinking about is the one who left you behind. but theres something right when hes sitting there each night thinking the same thing. and she dances around, shows no pain, but inside her hearts dying, inside shes crying. and she holds her head high, with no help from you, and she looks proud. if only you knew, how she felt, how it feels to be left behind like this. its funny when you can fake a smile for anyone else, but all you can do for yourself is cry. and it sucks when you fall in love and cant be with them over something so small. and with every word you say, she adds a brick to the wall.