youre fucking making me go insane. its not something that can normally be forced upon a being, but from you to me, it is. its not even an option any longer, i have been pushed to my edge, closer to the ledge, and youre all at the bottom screaming, "JUMP". but i cant. im pleading, "please dont make me do this."
you've put the pills in my hands, the blade to my wrist, and say, "fucking do it." you wont leave me alone until ive done something wrong. im taking too much time, youre growing impatient, and im ready to do it. just to give you the satisfaction, ill do as you please.
you pushed me to the edge, and its thanks to you that im gone, and youre now feeling oh-so-very content with yourself.
BCain 09
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i am a writer, these are my poems mostly, my feelings, my thoughts, they mean so much to me, but now i am laying them here, on my stage, before you, to be judged.
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