"i just need time to think.."

i'll still be here, waiting for when you change your mind.
hoping that i'm the last thing you think of when you close your eyes.
i've decided, i have chosen, now it's your turn,
so yeh, you take your time, tell me if it's me or her.
i'll sit here for hours on end, playing that damn song.
please know i can only pretend it doesn't get to me for so long..
you know, it's hard to hold back the tears, just so no one asks why.
i'm sorry you don't like me when i'm sad,
that makes me hurt, you don't even know how bad it gets.
well, did she make you so very happy?
and did you feel even a little bad knowing i was alone?
you say it's just not the same.
well i apologize, i hope you realize things change.
and i can't say i'll wait around forever, i'm not so sure i could.
and when you say you feel so bad, i wonder how you think i feel.
it's getting harder to believe anything you say,
i guess i never really imagined it would be this way.
and i want you to know, i'll be just fine.
just let me know when it changes.